hectic life

salam,
time is flying too fast, and i cant catchup. eh ke i'm being too slow? i guess im being too slow--' hate myself for being not me. just finished exam few weeks ago, and already knew the result. and alhamdulillah i got straight A's, but it not that easy nak dapat result yang macamtu --' last minute study, and i have to read and read and read, benda yang kita boleh buat 2 weeks or 1 week before, if i didn't do the last minute, sure my result better , sure i didn't skip my homework. but i do the last minute study --' its horrible, don't you think? spent all the night just to read a book? and it happen to me on every exam , EVERY exam!, yeah me is kind of the malas type of girl. hahaha, cant deny that. and i cant deny that facebook make me even more malaaaas. i cant help myself to not to click the facebook tabs --' it happen by itself *ecececeh padahal nak cover diri sendiri . last week and this week really make my life even more horrible, dengan homeworks yang macam hujan, --' k im stress! maybe im thinking too hard about things that other people just buat endah tak endah je --' maybe im too busy with other thingS *capital s for that than homeworks and study. mid year exam is coming soon, just a few weeks left, this makes me even more more stress, dengan choral speaking nya lagi --'choral speaking and exam are on the same month, ahhh tension aku -.-



yeah, dear stress, let's break up, i dont want you in my life . please just go away, calmness, hard working, patient , and others positive things are waiting for me. dah dah merepek -.- k mumbling is my habit hahahaha , PUTERI, IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS, PLEASE ERASE IT FROM YOUR MIND. im just thinking to just deactive my facebook account, but jari ni tak nak tekan the button *cover lagi . Oh, btw few hours ago, around 7 p.m . i deactive my account, even that what i want, but around 9.30 again i just being sooo gatal tangan, and active that account till now, so when can i deactive back? ahh sakit hati dengan diri sendiri. fine Nadzirah fine -.-
k i miss primary school. there will no stress, no homeworkS *capital for this ! , no pen just pencil, no big bag, no carta organisasi yang kena hias -.- *this what i hate the most but as i am growing, so years by years, im will still go to the future , not to the past. so, even i miss primary, nothing i can do, just seeing the junior growing and become like me, and miss to be primary student. yeah, JUNIOR, AND IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ THIS TOO, TAKE NOTE OKAY. ahh see time fast, now already 11.53 . ya Allah ,banyak nya aku membazir masa -.- k , so the decision is im gonna deactive my account! please pray for me . hope to last longer.
sincerely
nadzirah

p/s: kalau lah cikgu bm or cikgu bi baca ni. im dead -.- ayat rojak , HI TEACHER *kelip mata banyak kali *

#just realize

dear Aqil,
do you know how much i hate you? ya Allah, how come you can found this . nak menangis rasanya -.- oh btw thanks to you, aku dah ingat aku ada blog. thanks god , already delete post before this, haha, *take a deep breath* . nasib baik juga lah. you found this late, yeay *tepuk tangan*

p/s: sorry qil, this the post yg anda tunggu tu
p/s: gonna eat something which i do not know what it is. contains black sesame .eii. sure tak sedap .

bismillah:)

for this year, which is 2012, i do wanna change. yeah, from the old me to the new one ofc. thinking about the past, sometimes make me wanna cry. pheww, just thinking to get rid all of them from my mind hahaha for sure lah i cant. so , for this year, theres so many people that i have to layan , make joke yang buat diri sendiri act soo annoying pheww again. have to change myself first before start complaining about others lah kan.